While I haven't posted anything in a while, I have been writing. Sometime I just get in a rut and I lose interest in really tackling an issue and seeing it to the end...until there are no more thoughts left. I am very much looking forward to going back to school because I know there it will be forced for me to keep writing, so I'm sure to get my groove back and hopefully adding many more stories to my blog. I suppose you could say that "mess" in my head is leveled to a dull roar.
Perhaps it's those dog days of summer that are leaving me without much to worry about, or I just enjoy not doing anything some days other than getting zapped into the TV, cleaning, or hanging out with friends. Either way, I'm sure I'll be back at it after school begins. Right now my biggest worries are getting health forms situated and getting my textbooks. Once those things are resolved (which I'd better hurry because school starts in one week) then I'll start to feel at peace. Of course the anxiety won't cease for long. As soon as I get my syllabi and first day assignments, it will be a whole new level of anxiety. What college student isn't anxious? I just have to trust that everything is going to work out, that this is my life for the next 3ish years, and that I should love every minute of it. The thing I'm most excited about? My journalism and English classes. The thing I'm least excited about? Math. I'm pretty sure this is the last year that I have to take it and then I'll be done with math forever!! I will be getting much tutoring on that, as since I started school I've always been awful at math. Anyone who enjoys math is a little nutty in my book, but feel free to help me out!
I'm also excited about the whole university experience. I want to see and experience it all. If my classes aren't too difficult, I'm hoping to join the Christian group there and hopefully make a few friends there.
My only other worry is the lack of sleep. I have a very early class on Thursday morning, and I really hope I can stick it out this semester and say that I've learned my lesson in scheduling late in the registration time frame. I will be registering at 12:01am on the day of next year's registration!
Will be back soon with more updates from the typical new england college girl! Let's just hope it's anything but typical.
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